Family is...?

Heya. I better post this first, before I get too lazy to post later on. Something big happened to the family today.

Oh well. Grandma had been hospitalized due to an acute heart attack. Mmhmm, that was what the doctors diagnosed. Happened this morning, everyone totally didnt expect this to happen. My uncles thought she had a flu when she didnt feel well this morning. Anyways, she was sent to SGH. To the CCU, Coronary Care Unit. Went on into a ward with my dad, as only 2 vistors were allowed at a time.

I don't know how to put this. I know many people will feel kinda sad if they see someone close to them hurt. But somehow, I don't at all. I was like standing beside her, emotionless. Everyone else was so anxious and worried. While I standing there, not even a heartache.

I went on thinking 'bout this from then till now. I can conclude that there ain't no "family" in my dictionary. Well, call me cold-blooded, heartless. I just want to know why everyone else can get along so well with their families while I can't.

Tsk.