dont stop, dont change, stay beautiful

Alrighty. Hello!

I know! Im back really early. Ecam teacher said it was our chinese new year ang pow. What the hell. Lol. If baby was here today, we could have went out and have lots of fun. But oh well. When class was about to end. She just msged me that she was just coming back here. Hope she returns here as soon as possible. Been missing her so much. Yes and i found that picture of me so young and so cute. Haha! And i scanned it to preserve it okay.




Okay i know the pictures are really small and not really sharp. Cause i was using my cousin's instant camera. Something like a polaroid. But its not. Haha. It was really fun. And i might be considering to get one. Its around 100 and cousin can get it at discounted price. Well, pending. Haha. Its fun to play with. And that was taken during the first day of chinese new year. At my dad's side. Mmmhm. Had dinner there. While lunch was at my mum's side. Both were pretty fun. But didnt get a chance to meet my other cousin's Argh. Oh well.

On the second day. Didnt go out at all. Had been so boring staying at home. My sis and bro was like rushing through their homework. And we had no time to do any visiting. Oh well. Just stayed at home. Lazed around. Helped baby and me submit some ma homework. Played my psp, cs, pokemon(yes, the ruby version) and texting baby.

And im now lazing around, waiting for baby to reach back. Gonna play some FIFA with jeeva later on. Maybe do the same thing. CS a little, pokemon a little. Haha. Tomorrow sucks and rocks at the same time. Why? Cause tomorrow's freaking MA day. Argh. Seriously hate that subject. i rather take an advance course for c++ programming or something else. Tomorrow rocks especially when i get to see baby after 5 days. Feels just like the last chinese new year. Where baby had to go away for quite a few days. But everythings alright now. Shes back now! And i feel so myself again. Hee. :)

loveyou!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Haha. Hello. Today's the first day of the new year. Yup finally it has come. Going to go visiting later on. Had been so tired cleaning the house whole day long. Yeap. Really really really busy. Been 2 days since baby had went to m'sia too. Miss her so damn much now. But oh well, have to wait til wed/thurs to see her again. I'll wait.

My new desktop wallpaper! Nice right. Ha.

Saturday

Baby's first day going back to m'sia. Able to talk to her on msn for awhile in the afternoon. And then after that she left. Had to msg her since.

Woke up quite early. lazed around for a lil while. Then had to started packing and cleaning the house. Dad wanted to paint my room. So i helped him scrap off the wallpaper first. And he actually wanted to paint it cream white. What a bad choice. Now my room wall looks really really plain. Argh. After done helping him. Which took almost the whole day, we went out for our reunion dinner. At Ubin Seafood the changi branch. Not the whole family was there. So it was quite a small table. The food was pretty much okay. Nothing really special. Had a really long dinner. After that headed to Parkway Parade. Mum wanted to do some grocery shopping. And Giant was like opened for 24hrs. Haha.

Trying to get the dinner pictures from my cousin soon.

Sunday

Woke up early again. And did the same thing. Just that today was cleaning the other parts of the house. Packing my table. Reorganizing my stuff. And it looks pretty neat now. Haha. But after awhile. It'll just become messy again. Mmhmm. And its back to the same old cycle again. Baby's second day in m'sia. And she woke up earlier than me. Had some time and she was able to log in. Chatted with her while i can. But the connection over there really suckssss. So the msn was a lil' cocked up :(. Had a lot of stuff to do today. Worked almost the whole day. And i was dead beat. Had steamboat for dinner. So much food. There was crabs, fish, chicken, pork, beef, vege, prawns, abalone, fishballs etc. Ate till i was damn full. But it was delicious. Been a long time since we had steamboat at home.


Alright thats about all. Going to go for visiting later on. Going to my ah ma's house first i guess. Ang Bao timeeeeeee. Hope baby, gets alot of them too. Hope she's haing fun. Come back soon :(
Ciao!


imissyou.

Haha. That sure brings back memories. IS Events & Management! Our Bronze Village was the best. Popcorn plus free refill! Eh but what we earned wasnt that much anyway. And the money went to charity. Seriously, this was more fun than eGames.

Sooo anyways. Im back to my old skin again! Kinda getting sick of the iron man one. This one's still the best. Easy to use. I have headaches looking at html every other time. Haha.

Today. Hmmm. Had ECAM practical test. And i had no idea it was today till last night. And i didnt study at all. So went i go the paper. I saw harmonics and freaked out. But in the end, i only got one mistake! Was so relieved. Like wooohooo you know. And i was stoning throughout the test. Okay whatever. After me was the second batch. Baby's turn. She got harmonics too. But had a few mistakes. Its alright. At least we passed. And its only a miserable 5%.

So had a 2 hour break. Went to eat and slack around. And i finally handed in my attachment form. ST Aerospace first. Followed by Surbana and LTA. Argh. Hope to get into either one of them. Baby's one was just slightly different. Guess we wont be seeing often soon again. It'll be like a really long holiday where we would be busy everyday. Argh. I hope the attachment passes by soon!

Okay fast forward. I finally got to go out with baby again. We went to bugis today. Had pastamania! Long time since we ate it. Baby had to get her cny clothing. I've already got mine. So oh well. She got a shorts from bugis street. And 2 tees from my favourite shop in bugis junction. I also want! Argh but i dont have the money too. The shop's called Praise. Eh its not some christian shop okayyyyyy. I love their tees there. Minimalistic! My favourite kind of design on anything. After walking around for quite long. We settled at J CO donuts for the Hazelnut Latte. The only latte i ever liked to drink.

Alright done with today's stuff. Alright i was actually jealous today. And extra petty today. Just because baby didnt talk to me i got angry. Just because she talked to others i got uneasy. Wonder whats wrong with me nowadays. Often picking on small stuffs and getting angry over it. Just realised this problem of mine. Gotta stop it. If i dont its gonna affect me pretty badly. Trying to change once again. Im gonna succeed!

Any old how. I enjoyed my day today. Hope she did too. Ciao!

loveyou

Hellllooooo.

Things hasnt been going on fine last week. But as the day passes its getting better. I hope. I know this wont pass very quickly. But im already glad its progressing this fast. Dont think it will completely pass by anytime soon.

Anywaysssss. Today was quite a good day. Had eGames in the morning. Lesson was pretty boring as usual. Gonna have to make a game video trailer and a presentation. Me and baby are in charge of the slides. Argh. Wonder when we're gonna start. Knowing us, it'll be something last minute. Haha. Making the video trailer seems so much more fun. But oh well. The end of eGames is soon approaching fast also. Yeap, only a 5 week class.

Have been going to school with baby lately. Cause her aunt finaly got her car. And she's been driving baby to some where pretty close to my house. So im gonna have to meet her there every morning and we'll go to school together! Yay! Finally something i have longed for after so long. But i guess it might get cut off soon. Had attachment briefing today. And it freaking starts in March. And i have only a freaking 1 week holiday! Wth! I want my 7 weeks holiday! And my class chalet too. Damn. And the many choices of companies were given to us. I wasnt really interested in anyone one of them. They all seem so boring. Yea most of them are close to my house, but i still prefer going to school.

Time is flying fast. Most probably baby woul be choosing the one in jurong. Im not sure about mine yet. Wont get to see baby everyday soon i guess. And i have to get used to it again. Just like the holidays. Yes, attachment sucks. But i guess its still better than going for design project. Heard from my cousin its pretty tough. Oh well! I'll just be happy with my attachment. At least im getting paid. Even though its quite little. Its still better than nothing right.

'nuff bout school talk. I got a really really realy nice present from baby today. She bought an eeyore for me today! And i love it to bits. (yes i know im being a lil girly now. but who cares!) So sweet of baby. She bought it cause she knew i would miss her so damn much when shes gone for cny. And maybe for the time during attachment too. Kinda sucks. Shes got my carebear and i've got her eeyore. Heop both of them will pull us through. It might be tough times ahead. Exams coming soon too. Argh. Third year is starting to give a bad impression.

Alright shall stop here for today. Ciao!

iloveyou.

Do you remember when we didn't care?
We were just two kids that took the moment when it was there

Do you remember you at all?
Another heart calls

I remember when we stole the night
We'd lie awake dreaming 'til the sun would wash the sky

Just as soon as I see you
Didn't I didn't I tell you

As deep as I need you
You wanna leave it all

What can I do
Say it's true
Or everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

Talk to me
I'm throwing myself in front of you
This could be the last mistake that I would ever want to do
All I ever do is give
It's time you see my point of view

Just as soon as I see you
Didn't I didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you
You want to leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

All you want is to figure it out
And God knows I do too
What can I do
Say It's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

I'm sorry
So what?
But you don't think I've said enough
I'm sorry
I don't care
You were never there

Just as soon as I see you
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you
You wanna leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

All you want is to figure it out
And God knows I do too
What can I do?
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

I'll never ask for anyone but you
I'll never ask for anyone but you
I'll never ask for anyone but you
I'll never ask for anyone but you
I'll never ask for anyone but you

a promise i'll never break.
leaving you, i'll never do.
if it takes me my all.
i rather spend my time with you.
doesnt matter if i have nothing.
as long theres you.
cause you stole it.
you cant leave unless you return it.
and i'll never take it back.
my heart that is.

Hello.

This 2 pictures. Taken on the 27th of dec. At marina square. Been quite awhile. Had been out celebrating a late christmas with baby and her friends. School has started. Ya like finally started. And im so not in the mood for studies. Been so used to going out with baby, slacking and working. Kinda got bored of studying already. Everytime i go to a class i just cant help but feel sleepy. And i think i kinda got a flu going on also. Argh.

School has been alright so far. At least i get to se baby everyday again. But the lessons can kill. But i really have to study again. The exam's is going to come in a few more weeks. And that is pretty fast. Chinese new year's also coming soon. Means only one thing. Baby will be gone for malaysia for quite awhile. And i wont be able to talk to her often. Oh well i guess i'll just have to wait. Oh and i just might get my pay before chinese new year. That'll be greeeat. I dont have much money left. After spending on that phone. Argh. All my money is gone. And i'll have to wait before i can treat baby more often again. Actually miss the times we can go out and eat without worrying. Sigh.

And yea. Baby like finally got her Wii. And i played with it already. Its not bad. Dont really like playing playing most of the games. Except maybe for the sports one. Playing alone is boring. But it gets pretty fun playing with baby. Luckily she bought an extra controller. But i cant go to her house often. No time to. And whats more her parents doesnt allow. Oh well. I'll just wait for a chance every once in awhile. Gotta go get a few more games for the wii too. If not she'll just get bored again. Playing the same ld ames.

Alright shall stop here. Have to go sleep really soon. Ciao!

loveyou.