Hello.

Its soon to be officially one week left to go. Like finally. I have been waiting so long for this to happen. Guess i will not be having school on that day. So baby would have time to celebrate her friend's birthday too. Have to compromise. 

So today, was more boring than yesterday. Seriously. Spent almost the whole day watching a show. Its a taiwanese drama. Mmhmm. Its not bad. Quite funny. And it suddenly seems to me that i havent touch my psp in awhile. I didnt touch it yesterday. Neither did i today. No more new games to play with i guess. Argh. Hate it when i have nothing to do. Especially on weekends. When baby is not around me. 

But i can finally see her tomorrow. Going to pick her up in the morning. Then going to have a meeting with teacher at 12 in school. Guess we going to have a group meeting after that. Booked a library room from 1 -3. After that. Well, i just wanna spend my time with baby. Thats all. 

For the past 2 days including today. Havent been talking much to baby. Well, she's busy. Her aunt came to her house for the weekend. And brought along her one month old cousin. And she has to take care of him too. So not much time for me. But its alright i guess. Maybe im just getting demanding. Mmhmm. 

Alright, shall stop here for now. Gotta go bathe. Ciao.

missyoumissyoumissyou.

Hello. 

Is my siggy nice? Haha just did it today. Wanted to get back in touch with photoshop. Was searching on what to do. Until i decided on Iron Man. Haha. But im still not really satisfied with this one. Mmhmm. Shall do another one soon. Might be posting it on DeviantArt.

Today is well. Yet another boring day. Didnt get to go out with baby. Guess she wasnt free either. Spent the day missing her. With nothing to do. Till i got really bored of games. I decided to design a sig. Baby went out in the evening. Came back quite late. Couldnt talk much to her. Talking on the phone had to be lessen. After what happened that day. Argh. Kinda all my fault. 

So anyway. First of week of school ended. Its was pretty okay. Common test was pretty alright this time round. I guess much better than the previous sem's. But most importantly are the exams. Hope the weekend gets over soon. So i can see my baby again. 

Hmmm. Its left with 16 days to go. Another 2 weeks more. And that will be our very special day. On monday. I just hope theres no monday blues on that day. I feel pretty bad. Baby's friend brithday is on the same day too. And her friend kinda let her go out with me instead. I feel like im stopping baby from celebrating her friend's birthday. Yea, and that day is important to me too. Argh. The timing's just not right. Oh well. What to do. 

Just miss her so much right now. Wanting to see her so much. But i cant. Argh. I just have to wait. Adjusting back to school life again. All the studying. Argh. Must get through the final exams. With a better score i hope. Alright. Guess i'll stop here for today. Ciao.

missyababe.

tons.

Yawnnnnnnnnnn. 

Argh. Dont know why im so tired today. Both bus rides to school and back home really sucks today. Firstly the bus to school was so crowded. And i was so sleepy. I couldnt close my eyes. Cause there was like nothing to hold on to. 

Secondly the bus ride back home was quite the opposite. There were only a few people on the bus. And the bus was so quiet. A good time to take a nap. But i just couldnt. And the bus was practically crawling. It was god damn slow. And it was so boring in the bus. Even the TV's sound wasnt on. Argh. Im glad im home already.

Couldnt really pay much attention in class today. My mind was just feeling real tired. Just glad that baby was at my side. So yea. Kinda survived through 5 hours of lessons today. Not too bad. After school watched movies in the library room with baby. Finally got to watch Kung Fu Panda. Haha. Not bad after all. And baby laughed so hard when Po used his belly to deflect TaiLong. I guess thats how you spell it? Lol 

Actually stayed in school for project meeting. In the end, it was cancelled. So me and baby decided to watch zohan. Well. The audio was really clear. Plus there was the accent, which made it quite difficult to understand what they were talking about. Haha. But it was pretty lame. And now i stil have The happening to watch. 

Not meeting baby for another 2 days. Oh well. Just have to wait again. Like the last time. And our event is approaching nearer. Cant wait for it to begin. Alright i guess i'll stop here now. Waiting for baby to come back. Ciao.

missyouuuuu:(

Hello. 

Argh im so tired. Just did finish my pcn homework. God damn. It was so dreadful Even though it was only 6 questions. It definitely still is.

And im here trying to blog as fast as possible cause baby wants to sleep. And she says i havent posted for a long time. Even thought it was very recently. Oh well. Was playing my game. And i still feel kinda fed up over that pcn thing. Havent played long enough unwind. 

I guess i'll just stop playing. And try to sleep.

Finally a day i dont have to bring my laptop. And it felt so good. The weight off my shoulders. And god damn i have to bring it tomorrow. Oh well. I asked for it. Wish i could carry my bag with 2 of shoulders. Thats one thing i dont like about sling bags. But i love my bag now. So i just have to bear with it. Treat it as training. Yup. Like only one shoulder. 

So got back my results for common test today. And was glad that i passed both subjects. Got a 63 for maths. And baby as usual got higher than me. And i got a 77 for DEC. Haha. Was actually kinda surprised at the marks for both subjects. I didnt expect to do this well. Especially when i came out of the exam hall with people saying answers different from mine. Well just gotta work harder next time. 

Gonna have DEC and maths tomorrow again. Then going to catch a movie in school with baby after class at 3. Before having our project meeting at 5. Yup. Thats why i have to bring my laptop. But well. Its worth it. Mmhmm. 

Alright i better stop now. Ciao.

imissyou. :(

Haha. Okay stop laughing. I look weird in this photo. Anyway this photo was taken right before we went into CineBlast. Yay. Its was so thrilling. Haha. Never gonna forget the experience with baby. 

Okay. And finally. School started like yesterday. Yay yay yay. Finally i can see baby for 5 times a week. The holidays was just plain boring. Haha. Okay before continuing with today. I got an announcement to make. 

On the 3rd and 4th of july im holding a movie event for charity. 

3rd july will be screening The Forbidden Kingdom and Transfomers.

4th july will be screening Be Kind Rewind and Employee of the Month. 

It will be at $5 for 2 movies on one day. Free popcorn with every ticket purchased. 

First movie will be at 5.30pm and the next and 7.30pm.

Hmmm isit attractive enough. Well whoever reads this blog. Come and support me. Any enquiries just contact me aite. The more the merrier.

Alright today same old school day. But baby just makes it better. Had maths, pcn and pld today. And pcn kinda ruined my day. Seriously. And i have like pcn again tomorrow. Sigh. I still have to wait so long before i can stop taking it. First both lecture and lab teacher sucks. Argh.

Oh and i forgot to add one more thing. Me and baby just got new crumpler bags yesterday! Yeap. Its a limited edition one. Surprisingly, i got a green one and baby got a red one. Wow. Red is just simply striking. Haha i bought for it baby. Well kinda. Just that she payed first. And i have to return the money to her. Mmhmm. Im just so in love with our bags.

Alright im gonna stop here now. Ciao.

imissyou.

Heyo. 

Yup its a little early to blog today right. Haha. Actually im blogging for yesterday. Mmhmm. Came back late yesterday. Too tired to blog. 

So anyway. Let me begin. Baby was really sick yesterday. Had fever, sore throat and runny nose. Awww. Poor baby. So she went to see the doctor in the morning. And have been resting for like the whole day. Mmhmm. And luckily this morning she's already feeling a lot more better. Yay. And i might get a chance to meet her tomorrow. Haven't seen her for like ages already. Haha. That's to me la.

Was suppose to stay home the whole day yesterday. Thought i could skip a wedding dinner. But in the end. Still had to go. Argh. Maybe the only benefit for me was the good food. But other than that. I preferred staying at home and eating instant noodles. Seriously. And the wedding was my uncle's. My dad's cousin. We maybe related, but i don't even know who is he. I've seen his dad countless of times, but i don't remember seeing him. Oh well. Haha. 

Yesterday night's food was pretty alright. But compared to some of the wedding dinners i have attended, i think that this one's a little on the low side. Yeap. It was held at the Sheraton Hotel. Somewhere near Scotts road i guess. Dinner started at around 8.30. Ended at 10. And all of my cousins didn't come. Haha. Some had army duties. Some.. i don't know. Maybe they just wanted to skip it. 

Baby found a new game on Big Fish. Its called the Rock Tour! Haha. Finally a game with rock bands in it. Its a tycoon game, where you have to manage a band of your own. You get to choose which gigs you wanna play. What kinda members you want. You can write new songs. Record them and make CDs! Haha. So cool. Was stuck playing that before i went to dinner. 

Oh and there's cluedo too. Yea, it's the same as the the board game. But its still as fun. Even though i never played the board game. Haha. Ahh, the benefits of having a torrent, is simply great! Yeap. I can have all the games i want. Free and Full Version. 

Alright, i'll stop here now. Im thirsty. Ciao!

loveya

getwellsoon baby.

Haha. Such a cute comic. Just saw this coming up on DeviantArt.

So anyway. Just finished reading Sword of God this morning. Finally completed it. Its the latest series. So i guess im gonna get the earlier ones. Finally got one book thats got me into reading it again. For those interested the author's name is Chris Kuzneski. However you prononce it. He's brilliant by the way. But i still prefer Dan Brown. Haha. 

Not much happened today as usual. Just that baby went out with her friends today. Went to catch Sex & the City. I'll never get the chance to go with her. Yeap because of my age. Damn. Kinda feel so left out. Was waiting for her to come back. She came back not long ago. Oh well. 

Spent my day playing my psp as usual. But today i did some other thing. Like reading Naruto fan comics on DeviantArt. Found 2 comics to read. Both pretty good. And the drawings were awesome. Seriously damn good. One's called Yondaime Gaiden. Which talks about the 4th hokage. And the other Naruto Doujinshi. I think thats how you spell it. Haha. Naruto fans check them out. The good thing about ND is that they sometimes teach you the meaning of japanese words. Yeap. 

Argh. Gonna have to do project tomorrow. I seriously dont feel like doing it at all. And honestly, although im the leader, but im kinda not really confident that the event would run successfully. I dont know why. Maybe because alot of people are doing the same thing. Alot of people seem to do it better. Sigh. I need some motivation. 

Finally getting a chance to meet baby tomorrow. And finally. Gonna meet her early. Few hours of spending time with her. Then its off to work work and work. Like what the hell. And then im not sure when's the next time im going to see her. Sigh. Maybe thursday, friday or saturday. Worst case scenario. School re-opening day. God forbid that. Haha. 

Alright i shan't crap anymore. I wanna chat with baby. Ciao.

imissyababe.

Look at those cute bunny boxes. Haha so funny and cute. 

Anyway. Today just another boring day. Didnt get to see baby. Have to wait till this wednesday. 28 more days to go. Seems so far away. And what bad luck. Baby's friend's birthday is on that day too. Oh well. I just have to let her go with her friend right. Although its an important day. Yea..

Did nothing much today. Thought i wasnt going out till my mum said we're going to my grandma's house. Sigh. Its not that i dont wanna go out. I just wanted to stay home and accompany baby. But i have no choice right. Nevermind. I'll just wait for wednesday to come. 

Hmmm. School's gonna start next week. Like finally. 

Baby's not happy now. She's tired, she's bored. She's getting sick of me. Whatever im doing. Im trying to make her happy. Trying to cheer her up. Telling her that she's gonna meet her friend tomorrow. And then me the next. I know that during the holiday's she cant do much. And im all to blame. Not spending enough time with her. 

I just hope the holiday ends now. I want all of this stop. I want her to stop feeling unhappy. I want to be useful. Not some uselss boring guy who is ugly. Ya i always am right. 

Ciao.

=(

Hello..

Another day passes with baby by my side. Hated days without her. So boring. Missing her so much. Have to wait. Probably not meeting her tomorrow. Kinda supposed to meet her tomorrow. But i guessed im not after all. After some last minute changes. Oh well. Have to wait yet again.

So bored today. Wanting to stay at home the whole day. To talk to baby. But i cant. Sigh. If only i could. That she wouldnt be so sad. I...feel so useless. Everytime this happens. Tried my best to cheer up. Maybe i didnt try hard enough. Maybe im just plain useless.. 

Went to PS. Had dinner there. And mum shopped  for so long. Wanting to go home quick. Was tired. And i just missed her so damn much. Went home after quite long. Relieved. Could finally talk to baby. Thought she would be happy when i came back. At least it was better. She's tired already. Shall stop now. Ciao.

I miss you.

Heyo.

Im feeling so tired now. Waiting for baby to come back now. She went out with her friends today. Celebrating her friend's birthday at a pub at the esplanade. Met up with her for dinner with cheryl. After that walked her to esplanade. And accompanied her till her friends arrived. Hope she had a good time there. Glad she's alright also. 

Hmmm. So anyway. Woke up at 9 today. Suppose to meet Wei Liang and Ben at Toa Payoh Interchange to go to swim. In the end when i reach there. Paul also joined us. So we went to Toa Payoh swimming complex. There were not much people today. Mmhmm. So we had most of the pool to ourselves. During the swim it made me realize, that my stamina had decrease so much after quitting tennis. Argh.

So, after swimming a few laps. We got up to get some tanning. Okay, it was a little effective in the end. Wasnt very obvious. But at least i got darker =/ So after around 30 mins of tanning we went to swim more laps and then we went to have shower. Called to talk to baby for awhile then  headed to have Laska some where near Toa Payoh Interchange. It was so nice. But the serving was really small.

Soon after we headed to Marina Square. Went there walked around. Waited for some of us to arrive. Wanted to go to the arcade there. But there were not much we could play. So we decided to go to the one at Suntec instead. But we went to eat first before going there. Yup eat again. Was still hungry. Gotta bulk up real fast. Had a few rounds at the arcade. The we proceeded to some table soccer nearby. It was free. So we camped there. Had a mini tournament. Haha. Oh well. It was fun gathering with the guys again.

After that few rounds we decided to go home. Mmhmm. Although we didnt do much. But it really felt like the old times. And i missed baby the whole day. Hoped she wasnt upset. Waited for her outside the Asian Kitchen after the guys went home. 

Alright. I think i better go get some sleep. Ciao.

Treasured the time spent with you today.

Realised my mistakes.

Never gonna repeat them ever again.

My baby. I'll look after you. 

I love you.

What i say now.

What i do now.

Will never have any effect anymore.

Lost.

Depressed.

If only you believe me.

But you dont. 

Missed you so much. 

Regretted what i've done. 

Dont say im not sad.

I was ever since it happened.

Dont say i didnt bothered. 

I had always cared ever since the first day.

You dont even want to talk to me. 

I did everything for you.

I wondered if you noticed.

Missed called me last night.

Tried to call back the next min.

You said i didnt bothered.

And didnt pick up.

I didnt dare sleep again.

Just in case you called.

I was wrong.

Do you love me.

Do you need me.

I miss you.

I need you.

I love you. 

And i'll wait. 

Hello.

Im so full now. Feeling so bloated. Argh.

Today stayed at home the whole as usual. Played almost all the computer games i have until i was so bored with all of them. I need baby. And today is like only a saturday. Dont know when im gonna see her again. Sigh.

Gonna be kinda busy this 2 weeks. Have project work to do. Gotta go to the gym. Gotta spend time with my baby. Argh. The holidays are here again. Hate holidays. Lesser time spent with baby. Argh. Just so not to used to it. Now that i dont get to see her everyday. Oh well. I'll wait. 

1 more week to go. Slowly counting down the days. Awaiting the day that i can see you again. Might not be soon. But i'll wait. 

Guess i'll update more tomorrow. Ciao.

missyababe.

Hellooooooo. 

Today was an alright dear. Went to school at 12 today. To meet my IS teacher. To update on our group progress. Mmhmm. Nothing much happened in school really. 

So anyway, finally got to meet baby today. Like finally. Straight after our meeting with the group, we went to orchard for some window shopping. Mmhmm. Went to look at the Fossil watches, the crumpler bags and a pencil box for me. Couldnt find the right pencil box. All the ripcurl ones were so limited. Argh. Dont wanna get a BillaBong one. The zip might give up on me again.

I think i have some kinda grudge with zips. My pencil box's zip broke off, my wallet's zip broke off and my bag's zip broke off. Like what the hell. What next. My zip on my jeans!? Argh. Maybe i should get everything with velcro. Haha. 

So anyway, couldnt find anything that baby liked. And the only thing she bought was like the Takoyaki sauce. Haha. Mmhmm. Our 11 month coming soon. In like another 8 days. Mmhmm. Next saturday. Cant wait to spend the day with her again. 

Gonna cut my hair tomorrow. Hope it will come out good. Argh. I always dread the outcome of it. So anyways. Im gonna prepare for it tomorrow. So ciao!

missyoubaby.

Hello..

Been such a long since i have updated. The common test is like finally over. Yeap. Last paper was yesterday. Mmhmm. Well, both the DEC and maths paper were alright. I guess i would be able to pass. I think. Hopefully.

The holidays are here, but i still have project to do. Argh. Already dont feel like doing it. Gonna have to go to school tomorrow to meet my teacher in charge. 11 month coming up next saturday. And i cant wait for it to come. Mmhmm.

Well, today nothing much happened. Just stayed home all day. Wanted to go out. But baby couldnt. She went out to her aunt's house to help make dumplings. Sure hope its tasty. And she just came back. Finally.. Been waiting for almost the whole day now. Missed her so much. Finally getting to see her tomorrow again.

Well, nothing much to post today. Shall post more tomorrow. Ciao.